it saddens me how a person can act so kindly & "compassionate" in front of u, and later admit to another that the act was purely a pompous show.. is that even a humane way of dealin?.. i thought it was genuine.. i thought the person truly cares.. i would much rather have the person see that i need help, ignore me, and walk away than have the individual pretend that i matter to him/her..
for the record, i'm not goin around the campus, showin off my injured knee, as a way to attract attention or to have people serve me hand and foot.. i'm not that kind of person.. quite frankly, i'm very hurt that u view the situation as such.. i could be walkin around w/ my crutches but that's not my nature.. i absolutely abhor feelin helpless, much less being the object of sympathy.. if i could have it my way, i'd be walkin & runnin & doin my daily routine, but my knee doesn't allow it.. i guess if u only knew how painful it is, u'd understand.. simple things that would normally take me 5 minutes to do, i eventually finish in 15 minutes.. but it's not the knee pain that hurts me, it's the bad-mouthing that u've been doin.. i'd appreciate it if u'd tell me straight out how u're feelin.. i'm not askin u to help.. in fact, i never asked u in the first place.. i thought u offered ur helping hand as a gesture of aid, not a reason to support ur argument against me.. to my knowledge, i have not done any wrong against u & i feel that ur comments have no basis.. they are extremely hurtful.. i apologize that u feel the way u do, but i'd appreciate it if u kept it to urself or at least, get the real information before spreadin words around.. thank you & hopefully God will help u regarding ur issues w/ me & enlighten u w/ a better way of dealin..
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it saddens me how a person can act so kindly & "compassionate" in front of u, and later admit to another that the act was purely a pompous show.. is that even a humane way of dealin?.. i thought it was genuine.. i thought the person truly cares.. i would much rather have the person see that i need help, ignore me, and walk away than have the individual pretend that i matter to him/her..
for the record, i'm not goin around the campus, showin off my injured knee, as a way to attract attention or to have people serve me hand and foot.. i'm not that kind of person.. quite frankly, i'm very hurt that u view the situation as such.. i could be walkin around w/ my crutches but that's not my nature.. i absolutely abhor feelin helpless, much less being the object of sympathy.. if i could have it my way, i'd be walkin & runnin & doin my daily routine, but my knee doesn't allow it.. i guess if u only knew how painful it is, u'd understand.. simple things that would normally take me 5 minutes to do, i eventually finish in 15 minutes.. but it's not the knee pain that hurts me, it's the bad-mouthing that u've been doin.. i'd appreciate it if u'd tell me straight out how u're feelin.. i'm not askin u to help.. in fact, i never asked u in the first place.. i thought u offered ur helping hand as a gesture of aid, not a reason to support ur argument against me.. to my knowledge, i have not done any wrong against u & i feel that ur comments have no basis.. they are extremely hurtful.. i apologize that u feel the way u do, but i'd appreciate it if u kept it to urself or at least, get the real information before spreadin words around.. thank you & hopefully God will help u regarding ur issues w/ me & enlighten u w/ a better way of dealin..